My mood is like a rollercoaster. One day I feel fine in the morning and then the afternoon is like a circus in my head and gut. Like yesterday. I felt on top of the world after being given another letter from the doctor, clearing me to work more hours, and then the afternoon the … More Healing


While my mood has not levelled out I do not feel as bad over the weekend as I did during the week. I think having the kids and Adam around helps my mood a bit. I can’t get away with laying in bed for long periods of time with them around, and they force me … More Mood

Low mood

So I’m low. I am not sure if it just a phase of ‘coming back to reality’ or whether it’s the other side of the mania, but it has been a shit hard few days. I’m finding it hard to get the motivation to do anything and feel like I’m just going through the motions … More Low mood